John would always walk by my balcony with his rotweiler dog in the morning and he yell up stupid things to me AS IF he wasnt gay or something like that.
He and I had a strange attraction to one another. John, or his real name, Jeff was a friend of mine back in the 90s.He lived down the street from me. You may get 41500 a shoot but if you get 1 a month you cant live on that. The reason rent boy shutting as such a huge deal because for most poen guys that is how they make most of their money. they are making great money 2 years later no one will cast them they feel alone and isolatted How do thee guys who own the studios sleep at night? Whts worse you have more young gay guys wanting to do porn than at any other time. This is n epidemic caued by the porn industry they get new boys do a ton of shoots with them. these bots geel boxed in they dont have a lot of self confidence nd think they are only good for sex. i know some wil sy it was rgeir chouce but chived you ke at 17 are ofreen not the chouces you would make at even25. There us a special place in hell for thr thr ownerd of the studios. the studios need to pitch in build a drig rehab and a psych hospota o pit thrdr guys back on the right trck. They have deep regrets for their choiced I bet and drugs take the pain away. What happensto these guys when they turn even 40. I atch porn so I am not judging guys who watch porn.
